Saturday, December 24, 2011

Five Years Ago

I left you laying in the NICU so I could be home to celebrate Christmas with your sisters.  I left you there, healing...and today I sit beside you as you sleep, praying for more healing. I know it is impossible to go back and even more impossible to undo decisions we've made.  All I can do, is hope that we made wise, informed ones that are for your very best.  It's hard to see you struggle to breathe, as that is how you came into this world... My hope, every day, is that you will not recall these difficult times and you'll only be filled with memories of the love everyone has for you.   Merry Christmas precious girl, Mommy loves you so much.

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